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Just a Thought

I don’t know what to say, though I have to say it’s not a bad thing to begin with but a more “just a thought”. 

I am more than half way done with my 3rd year in college and I have to say, “WTF….It been almost 3 years already!?!?!?!” So, indeed 2013 weeee 2012 was great, good memories with great housemates/friends.  

However, when I thought this will be a great year…. it hasn’t been ‘great’ so far. First, I had my kidney biopsy and I will hear the result in March.. well It only take a month so I had an appointment in February but the time conflicted with my school schedule, seeing that I have a midterm on that day in that hour (10am). Thanks to my mom, she reschedule for me :D but hopefully everything is “fine”. 

Second, oh my lovely best friend. Well, we have been best friends for 6 years now and well I’ve always support him through all the shit he put me through. We are having a two month separation because he is working over sea to help his parents “d’awwwwwwwwwwww’. Though we still webcam every single day :) and it will be 6 more weeks until he come back :D. So, I hope the next 6 weeks will be smooth sailing and that he will stay safe..until he’s back here…so we can go out to places. I have to admit that I really miss having him here. He keeps me sane in this insane world. <3 

Third, this house. I love my housemates but sometime I get irritated by the littlest things and I know I shouldn’t, but sometime I have to admit that I really really dislike people. I know they all have their own problems (my roommate and I are doing just fine) but seriously I just find the annoyance of how much such a damn little secret and issues can create such a “no one wants to be home” atmosphere. In the end, I don’t want to be home, I really wish that Jei come back soon so he can take me away - personally, I don’t want him to step foot into this house when he gets back. The dynamic of this house change since song left. One of my housemate is always out because well :)  he got into a relationship with his best friend and I am happy for him. YAY!!!! Then, there the other two housemates R and K… R though now stay home more often know, he is going through a tough time but is being “positive” and he is spending more time with K now, good but it’s like he also forgetting to “hang” with other people. K also have her own problems, and she the person who keeps it in and I know how that feels and whether or not she communicate with R about it, she still “ignore” her environment and some people. 

“When you choose an action, you choose the consequences of that action. When you desire a consequence you had damned well better take the action that would create it.” -  Lois McMaster Bujold, Memory

“Every decision you make, has a consequence. Good or bad. & every choice you make has the potential of changing the entire path in which your life is heading. So before making a decision, think.. “where will this choice take me & how happy will l be at the end” because sometimes it’s too late to go back & then you’re stuck with a guilt that will kill you slowly within.”- nancyX0

In the end, the good things so far is that I have been spending a lot more time with my roommate Ederlyn and we are having all those roommate bonding like on the first year in college. Almost three years of being roommates, we know each other pretty well - have our ups and down and in the end she still the best person to hang out with when you suddenly start disliking people. Best. Roommate. Ever. 

I end it here, since Ederlyn is sleeping early because this little cupcake is sick :( and I guess I’m just finding certain people a bit annoying. (totally not the guest in our house because I love having her here). Just six more weeks until I get my best friend back, only thing I look forward to. ^-^ 

 
 

yellowfur:

This was a whole Night of Drawing and I´m totally finished now, cause I really wanted to finish them till Valentines Day !

I wish you all a Happy Valentines Day !!!

 
 
Which baby are you?

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  • JANUARY BABY

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.

  • FEBRUARY BABY

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

  • MARCH BABY

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

  • APRIL BABY

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

  • MAY BABY

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak too much in the next 4 days.

  • JUNE BABY

You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

  • JULY BABY

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

  • AUGUST BABY

Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of “that someone”. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by “no pain no gain” caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

  • SEPTEMBER BABY

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

  • OCTOBER BABY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.

  • NOVEMBER BABY

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

  • DECEMBER BABY

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible… Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

september babyyyyy~

January!

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My heart is too frail .. don’t touch it .. No more 

My heart is too frail ..

don’t touch it .. No more 

(Source: kurai-tamashi)

 
 
 
 

End of 2nd Year in College

So… I have finish my finals and this mark the end of sophomore year in college. Time flies by fast and there have been great times and bad times. My closest friend is graduating from college and you do not know how happy and proud I am because 1) I don’t have to have the whole feeling that he is everywhere [ we went to High School together - I’m 2 years younger than him ].

My roommate, what can I say… She is the best that i can ever ask for. We have been roommate starting freshman year, and got along real well so we became roommate again. We are moving into an apartment near the college, living with our other four friends and guess what?! She and I are still going to be roommate. We have our differences, there are things we don’t agree on but we build this dynamic where we understand  each other actions, reason and what tick us off and what we love.

“Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art… It has no survival value; rather is one of those things that give value to survival.” - C. S. Lewis


My closest friend… oh this idiot. As much as I love him, there are times that I hate him but hey when you have a true best friend… you know your friendship is strong enough to handle the obstacles that life throw at you. In the end, you got to love that person because at the end of the day, they are the person you can go to. I this true friend to death, through thick and thin, through my good and bad and him… It take a lot to put with me my dear and I understand that. Thank you for sticking by me all this way.

” A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. ” - Walter Winchell

There is always some bad in the good. I think the bad would be this friend person who was the first person I befriend in college. We have a down fall in our friendship, I would thought we become close friend but happen we don’t know each other that well. I understand that with any relationship/friendship there will be hardship and sometime things does not work out. However, I am unsure what friendship she want with me… If that cannot be define, I have to move on. I understand people come and go in your life, friends come and goes, it just depend the effort you put in it to make things work.

“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.”

“Friendship is not friendship without trust, without it I walk alone.” - James P. Michels Jr.

“You cannot say you’ve lost a friend. If a friendship is capable of ending, it is because it never existed.”

 
 
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