Just a Thought
I don’t know what to say, though I have to say it’s not a bad thing to begin with but a more “just a thought”.
I am more than half way done with my 3rd year in college and I have to say, “WTF….It been almost 3 years already!?!?!?!” So, indeed 2013 weeee 2012 was great, good memories with great housemates/friends.
However, when I thought this will be a great year…. it hasn’t been ‘great’ so far. First, I had my kidney biopsy and I will hear the result in March.. well It only take a month so I had an appointment in February but the time conflicted with my school schedule, seeing that I have a midterm on that day in that hour (10am). Thanks to my mom, she reschedule for me :D but hopefully everything is “fine”.
Second, oh my lovely best friend. Well, we have been best friends for 6 years now and well I’ve always support him through all the shit he put me through. We are having a two month separation because he is working over sea to help his parents “d’awwwwwwwwwwww’. Though we still webcam every single day :) and it will be 6 more weeks until he come back :D. So, I hope the next 6 weeks will be smooth sailing and that he will stay safe..until he’s back here…so we can go out to places. I have to admit that I really miss having him here. He keeps me sane in this insane world. <3
Third, this house. I love my housemates but sometime I get irritated by the littlest things and I know I shouldn’t, but sometime I have to admit that I really really dislike people. I know they all have their own problems (my roommate and I are doing just fine) but seriously I just find the annoyance of how much such a damn little secret and issues can create such a “no one wants to be home” atmosphere. In the end, I don’t want to be home, I really wish that Jei come back soon so he can take me away - personally, I don’t want him to step foot into this house when he gets back. The dynamic of this house change since song left. One of my housemate is always out because well :) he got into a relationship with his best friend and I am happy for him. YAY!!!! Then, there the other two housemates R and K… R though now stay home more often know, he is going through a tough time but is being “positive” and he is spending more time with K now, good but it’s like he also forgetting to “hang” with other people. K also have her own problems, and she the person who keeps it in and I know how that feels and whether or not she communicate with R about it, she still “ignore” her environment and some people.
“Every decision you make, has a consequence. Good or bad. & every choice you make has the potential of changing the entire path in which your life is heading. So before making a decision, think.. “where will this choice take me & how happy will l be at the end” because sometimes it’s too late to go back & then you’re stuck with a guilt that will kill you slowly within.”- nancyX0
In the end, the good things so far is that I have been spending a lot more time with my roommate Ederlyn and we are having all those roommate bonding like on the first year in college. Almost three years of being roommates, we know each other pretty well - have our ups and down and in the end she still the best person to hang out with when you suddenly start disliking people. Best. Roommate. Ever.
I end it here, since Ederlyn is sleeping early because this little cupcake is sick :( and I guess I’m just finding certain people a bit annoying. (totally not the guest in our house because I love having her here). Just six more weeks until I get my best friend back, only thing I look forward to. ^-^